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Jul. 20th, 2017 07:14 pm
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#15. If not now, then when?

It depends. There are 2 different ways to approach something you want to happen. One, when it requires specific prerequisites, but they're all steps of an actionable plan. As long as you're working on the plan *now*, even if the start and the end of the chain seem to be worlds apart, you should be able to get from here to there, even though the precise definition of "when" is outside your control.

The second way, the easiest and hence my favourite, is to wait for "better times". It's comforting to answer "someday" to all such questions, but who am I kidding - in 99% of cases, these better times never come.

It's funny, though, how easy everything looks on the journal page. Pick your goals, write a plan, stick to it. Profit! I wonder why all perfectly good plans dissolve in mental fog and despair faster than you can summon a protective casing. How to work with such volatile material?

Czech phone call

Jul. 20th, 2017 02:39 am
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Today I had to make a phone call in Czech. Not an easy thing to do, as my Czech is nowhere near as good as I wish it were. I Believe me, I tried to speak English first, then German. None of that worked very well, so I had to try in Czech.

And... it worked. At least in the sense that communication worked. I understood nearly everything, and the lady at the other end was super-pleased and helpful and wonderful.

Okay, I know I made some grammatical blunders that I'm aware of by now, and probably others that I just didn't notice. But the point is that this kind of worked, even on the phone. HAH!

In retrospect, it was fun, too. I need to work on this language more seriously, though. I haven't been doing that for years, sadly.

on potions

Jul. 19th, 2017 12:15 pm
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I've repeatedly observed that a reasonable quantity of alcohol ("reasonable" being the key) has a hugely beneficial effect on my character and behavior. It lowers inhibitions, self-doubts and risk aversion, and increases self-confidence, energy and optimism. (I'm not sure if the increase of energy is real or perceived. After all, isn't alcohol an opposite of caffeine?)

Case in question: yesterday about 23:30 I went to put my Pokémon into a gym located a couple of mins away from my home. (Just as planned, except that I meant to do it after 00:00, to let my enemies friends earn coins, but someone else took the gym before me.) Ended up doing a big round, covering 5 more gyms in the neighbourhood, walking for ~1 hour overall, without water, and dressed in a shabby T-shirt I never wear outside. Did I enjoy it? Absolutely. Did it still seem like a good idea in the morning? Absolutely (except for water, I should make a point of never going out without it in this weather). Would I do it sober? Only if previously planned (that's what I used to do before the gym overhaul), but not on the spur of the moment. Probably would've convinced myself that it doesn't make sense, and I have better things to do at home at this hour. (Sure, mashing buttons in the browser.)

In contrast, earlier that day I had declined a Tyranitar raid for perfectly rational reasons, fearing too much physical exertion with the risk of not making it there in time. I regret it ever since. Alcohol could've pushed me towards the right choice.

Of course, alcohol is infeasible as a continuous treatment, due to its multiple undesired side effects and overall unpredictability. Which poses a question: is it possible to emulate its positive effects without the usage of any potentially dangerous chemical substances, by the sheer effort of will? Could I ask myself the question "what would the drunk cat do?" and play along, even when it goes against all my instincts?

all the wrong choices

Jul. 18th, 2017 12:46 pm
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The Stanley Parable by Davey Wreden is a 3D 1st-person adventure game. Stanley is an office drone, happy with his mindless button-pushing job and with following the orders. But one day he finds himself alone - all his coworkers mysteriously disappeared, and he goes to investigate.

The game can be completed in a few minutes if the player, just like Stanley, follows the narrator's commands. But this is not the point of this game. You do not "play the game" but "play with the game", trying to disobey the narrator in various ways and to piss him off, which yields a lot of snarky comments and unlocks several different endings.

“The design document for [The Stanley Parable] was, ‘Mess with the player’s head in every way possible,'” says creator Davey Wreden, “throwing them off-guard, or pretending there’s an answer and then kinda whisking it away from in front of them.” [source: Wired.com]

When I had tried this game for the first time, I hated it, because I had expected a story, not a continuous argument with an annoying, condescending and easily angered guy. But now I don't take it so seriously, and it's quite amusing, hilarious at times (such as the "click on the door 5 times" achievement!) The story doesn't reach the emotional heights of The Beginner's Guide (the successor of Stanley Parable, by the same developer), but it also carries a message - the same message I keep seeing everywhere lately... about the importance of breaking away from the routine.

4/5 - an unusual "meta"-game, definitely not to everyone's liking, but worth a try.

cat black

Jul. 17th, 2017 07:50 pm
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I got a bad case of earworm. Now you can, too ;)



Ok, I hate this guy's bleating voice, and the words do not make much sense (at least in the 2nd version), but oh the music...

lyrics v1

lyrics v2
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It's so amusing how people are madly enthusiastic about the new Doctor being female (and other people are aggravated by the same fact). It's almost like rooting for your team, where the team is defined by random circumstances of your birth. How come that your version of reproductive organs is your most important and defining feature? Why the hell should I care?

I'm curious how the new Doctor turns out, the same way I was curious about the previous new Doctors, but I refuse to see the unusual (for this role) gender as an automatic bonus (or disadvantage). Let's see her acting first. If she's even half as good as the other gender-swapped character (avoiding the spoilers just in case), and the writing is as good, it should be a success... but it remains to be seen.

I'm more concerned about the potential romance angle, as I suspect that the authors will not pass this opportunity for character development. And I hate it when an otherwise good show focuses on romance. (I dunno why? Because I can't fall in love anymore, so no one should? ;) Oh, I appreciate all violent and perverted fictional relationships, when the partners routinely try to kill each other, torture (for real, not BDSM games), Stockholm syndrome and such. (I happily ship Will/Hannibal ;) But I don't have high hopes on seeing anything that intense on Dr. Who.

14/365

Jul. 16th, 2017 02:17 pm
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#14. What is the difference between living and existing?

Excitement and/or goals. Ideally one should be excited about their goals, but one without the other can be very well worth it. Either pursuing your goals with grim determination, powered by pain and bitterness (sort of like Voldemort), or jumping from one random adventure to another for the sake of excitement alone - it's all good.

I guess the difference boils down to "active vs passive"? Of course, not every body movement counts as Action. Being stuck with a boring job pressing buttons on your superior's orders is very much non-living even if it involves hard work and you perform socially useful services, create socially useful products, provide for your family etc. (I'm playing Stanley Parable right now, which abundantly illustrates this idea ;) Clicking buttons in online games played out of habit and boredom - same thing, even though it looks like a fun activity at the first glance.

Yup, being mostly a zombie these days.

A few notes from today

Jul. 13th, 2017 02:20 pm
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Can July be over soon? Or rather, can the national holiday period be over soon, so that it will be possible to do things without planning them an eternity ahead again?

I'm trying to plan a Sweden trip for my mom and her friend. Technically it is possible to travel there and back in a day, even from here, but it can be stressful and it's definitely better to stay one night in a hotel there. But - surprise, surprise - everything is full (or overly expensive) until at least the 6th of August.

Ehm, they wanted to travel now or soon, not in August. For now I'm having no luck finding them a place to stay, though. There is one possibility left, but that hotel is not answering their emails, and I kind of don't feel like calling them on the phone... because, seriously, what kind of place doesn't answer its email in 2017, anyway?

I just get a little bit frustrated with the holiday season, sometimes - especially if it affects my plans or wishes in a negative way.

Maybe it's not a good reason to whine, though. At least I had a nice enough day otherwise. I've been to Lillesand (=the neighbouring town) today, so at least I did something slightly out of the ordinary. Had dinner at the roadside café there, too, so that was also nice. Now I'm a bit tired, though - also because it's rather hot (+30 degrees) today.

Coffee time, now. And maybe watching Tour de France for a bit.

recent loot

Jul. 12th, 2017 08:09 pm
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Broken Age is a 3D point&click adventure game by Double Fine Productions (Tim Schafer!) It follows 2 storylines with different protagonists (the player can switch between them any time) : Shay, a lonely teenager stuck on a nursery-like spaceship and longing for adventures, and Vella, a village teenager preparing for a creepy ritual she disagrees with. These stories are unrelated... until the connection emerges.

This is a family-friendly game, with bright cheerful graphics (which I'm not fond of), but there's a lot of darkness and weirdness lurking beneath the surface. Writing is brilliant, full of wit and snark; there's a lot of colourful characters and amusing dialogues. The story is complex, with a mindboggling twist in the middle, which left me promptly shocked. Puzzles are mostly on the easy side, though they become harder in the 2nd part. Some players complain about certain puzzles being unfair, but I liked these ones especially, because they enhance the immersion of the player into the story. Didn't use the walkthrough, because it was never boring!

5/5, awesome and must-play <3


Her Majesty's SPIFFING is a 3D point&click adventure game by Billy Goat Entertainment. It features a good-natured Captain Frank Lee English and his snarky Welsh subordinate Aled Jones on a quest to conquer the Galaxy on the Queen of England's orders.

It's a very British game, making fun of Brexit, English and French stereotypes, and adventure game genre conventions, so there's a lot of meta jokes. Graphics is detailed and stylish, picturing a spaceship full of retro furniture and technology, even floppy disks. (Navigation is somewhat confusing.) The main problem of this game: it's awfully short. Besides, the story is just a fodder for humour - not that it's bad, but don't look for any depths. I used the walkthrough a couple of times, because I was too lazy to keep trudging around the ship looking for clues.

4/5, recommended!

Bayou Island is a one-man indie 2D point&click adventure game about a ship captain who found himself on a mysterious island without any memories of the accident. Graphics has a nice retro, vaguely Mexican look. The story, however, is rather primitive and short; bland writing, non-memorable characters. Puzzles are easy but I used the walkthrough once because I was too bored to look for the code.

2/5, skippable. (If only for motivation... if this game made its way to Steam, then YOURS can, too ;)

Driving note

Jul. 9th, 2017 10:58 am
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How do you get comfortable with driving, anyway?

I've been working on it for months now, and I still feel shit at it. What's more, I promised to go for at least a short drive today, and I'm dreading it to the point that I feel sick. I'm literally in pieces inside.

...about something I technically know how to do?! Really?!

Meme time

Jul. 8th, 2017 05:59 pm
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Swiped from [personal profile] hollymath, because it looked like fun:

Are you named after someone? I have two middle names, after my grandmother and my aunt. I don't think I'm named after someone when it comes to the name I actually use, though.

When was the last time you cried? I don't even remember.

Do you like your handwriting? If I take the time to write neatly, then maybe I like it a little bit. I rarely write like that, though, because it's just too time-consuming.

More under the cut )

Bits and bobs

Jul. 7th, 2017 01:18 pm
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1. I went to Denmark for the day yesterday. Nice trip - perhaps the nicest Denmark-daytrip in a while. The past few such trips have been so exhausting, and I've practically felt like I needed extra sleep for a week afterwards, but yesterday it was quite okay. I wasn't even that tired during the day, except for being tired early in the morning - which I usually am, so that's normal enough.

2. I have a new handbag! It's quite small, but still with two main compartments, plus two small pockets. It also has a clip-on shoulder strap. This is one of my main requirements for a handbag, because it means that I can also wear it around my waist, as it will clip easily on and off as needed.. My plan is to use this as my main everyday handbag - as in, that thing I need for carrying money, keys, phone and perhaps some other small items when I go out to do random stuff. I have a couple of bigger handbags that I also like, but they're less practical for everyday use, really.

3. My desk needs tidying. I have all sorts of papers and magazines and random junk lying about right now, but I'm not sure I feel like sorting through it all today. Might have to, though. Soon.

4. There are lots of news and pics about Johannes, even though it's summer and he's been missing a couple of training camps due to illness. I want to make a picspam/fanpost about everything, though, so I won't ramble that much here. I don't know when I can do that, though - it feels like I'm online much less than I would prefer these days. I don't always know why that happens, though.

5. Also, related to the point above: Ola Klæbo liked a couple of my comments on IG, and even replied to me once, a few days ago! I'm probably more excited about this than I should be. It's just very nice and cool, okay?

6. I started a large-ish project to sort through all my digital photos. Back in the old iPhoto days, I had some kind of system where I would sort photos by event/category every time I imported new ones, but when iPhoto became Photos, I sort of hated it and therefore fell out of the habit of keeping things organized. Time to make a proper try now. Also, I used to save only own photos in this/these apps, but with the amount of screencaps and pic saves I make from the mobile phone nowadays, I guess it makes sense to make some categories for these as well.

7. Yes, I caved in: There is now a "personal:fangirling" tag. Next project: add old posts that belong there to it. I have a feeling that it's going to be a huge job.

I have a feeling that there were more things on my mind when I started writing this post, but it has escaped me by now. Therefore, I'll stop here. Have a nice evening, okay?

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